longing and other such

screaming into the void with this one. i don't want to put this behind a cut, but it's how i feel more comfortable without putting it on an access list (which i also don't want to do).

( and i know there's hope that we'll reunite, but the path is far too long.... )

just airing out my thoughts, though. i don't want advice. if the subject of my grievances finds this, i miss you. otherwise, have a good day, whoever's reading this.